Essays
For the essay section, you get the experimental sound collage I made in collage ^^
I have a few essays on Substack at the moment, under the names Ilinx and The Contrascapist, but frustration with Substack's lack of customizability (I mean, look at this place), addition of a scrollable Twitter-like, and—certainly not least—Nazi problem helped drive me to create this website. I may still post to them, but I'll be using this space future opinion pieces and art analyses and poetry that's prose enough to fit here.
New original essays below:
Dissecting Sarah Kinsley's Sublime to Find the Undissectable
I also make video essays! Click here to view them.
And here's but a small sampling of other folk's essays and such, both written and video, that inspire me.
On The Ethics of Boinking Animal People - Patricia Taxxon
Rotting, and Don't you want to live mythically? - Gray Garland
Fulfilled Wishes, Fulfilled Lives - Moon1ight
About Me

*pssst! click the picture of me to return to the home page!*
I am a singer, songwriter, composer, producer, poet, essayist, ttrpg writer, conlanger, witch, outsider dancer (not formally taught), and outside dancer (dances outside). I use any pronouns, but would prefer that you switch it up fairly frequently.
The name of this site is in reference to Lailah, the angel of conception, fate, forgettance, and war. How come? A strong personal significance to me and my view of things (find out more through the Games and Poetry windows [once they're up]), and a love for singsongy words.